I’m Fooled. I’m angery

I’m been fooled. I’m angry. I’m not going to blame anyone (you) for this but that dosn’t mean I’m not angry on you. Okay I know that, the more I get angry, the more is the possibility for me to be fooled again. I’m trying to remain calm. I’m trying to controle my anger and emotions. Hey but hold on, that dosn’t mean that the anger and hatered that I have on you has come down. But, that dones’t mean that you have one more chance to fool me. I hate you. Don’t you ever dare to give me another stair.

You are not the first person whom I hate. You are not the last person whom I will hate. I know you will not lose anything from my “Good Bye”. It is becuse you are so sick. You know what?, I hate you. You fooled me. Good Bye…

Freddie

10,000

Today my blog has crossed the 10,000 mark. Its one of the milestiones to cross for any blogger. Thanks to my readers, I have done it. But the annoying is, I have stopped blogging. Its dying. I only made 2 posts in the last 5 months. Its so sad that I’m unable to spent time in writing. Who knows what the future might bring us the next second. Every next moment is a surpirse. Hopefully I shall resume my blogging carrier any moment. So expect for the surprise any time. Thanks once agian to all.

Freddie

Freddie’s Sayings

Is that only philosophers and great icons have to say something to us and we name them as “Sayings”? Well, I have few Sayings to give out but I’m not a philosopher, I’m not a Icon, I’m just yet another human being.

I know most of the Sayings don’t have a explanation but still the ones below will have. At least I would try to explain my “Sayings”.

Why is woman so precious? Is it because she is from Venus? No. It’s because she is less in numbers

I was in the beach yesterday. I was alone (Well, my friends joined soon and before that I was alone). I was sitting a few yards away from the waves and I was looking around. I young woman stuck in my eyes. She wasn’t the prettiest of the woman that I have come across but still I was looking at her.  I then turned around and watched what others were doing and it was a so shocking that most of them were only looking at her. I wondered why? After a couple of minutes I realized that she was the only woman around and thus was noticed by many. She was precious of the moment. Not because she was a woman but because she is less in numbers -;)

‘Chinese Democracy’ is Impossible

‘Clean India’ is Impossible

‘Napoleon walking again’ is Impossible

May Napoleon come alive and make them possible

Or May the divine help the human race to get his Attitude and make things possible.

I was listening to ‘Chinese Democracy’, a song by the famous ‘Guns and Roses’. I liked it very much not for the reason that it was a metal music but because of the name of the song. Quite catchy, isn’t it? My mind started to take off. “Why is Democracy in China so very impossible? Is it because people think it is impossible?” Addition to this there are also few things in people mind that they think are impossible like Cleanliness in India and bring the bringing the death to alive.

Bribes is equal to Rapism

Bribing in mother land is equal to Raping your mother

STOP RAPING YOUR MOTHER

I don’t want to explain what I said that. Neither will I explain why I said. I do have a valid reason for both.

Child Labor is the biggest of all Social Evils.

Child Labor is the worst social evil I could ever think off. Reason is, let’s take an example, Killing. It involves a victim and the performer (Killer) and the Killer gains something out it while the victim obviously losses everything. Now let’s come back to Child Labor. Here the victim is the Children and the performer is also the Children.  So on calculation, people, in most social evil acts, as a performer, gains something except for one case, CHILD LABOR were even the performer gains nothing. Thus the above.

Which is best? Democracy, Communism, Socialism, Capitalism, Despotism, so on and so forth? Choose one, follow it perfectly. Everything is good in its own way.

I was wonder which could be the best for a country to follow. My nation is a Democratic one and Democracy is said to be the best. But still my country is not among the best. Why? What could be the reason? We follow the best ideologies that are needed for a country. Possible answer could be, ‘Though we follow the best of ideologies, we don’t follow is fully and perfectly’.

Freddie Maize

06th Sep, ‘09

Stop Killing my Music

Sunday morning, one out of the two days of a week where alarms music wakes me up. And today it was I miss you who did the job of waking me happily up. It’s such a nice song and I really don’t worry about not knowing the Artist of that tune or the Album either. The day has just begun. The music goes wild and with time its gets wilder, both in my room and in my heart. “I show a great partality for my regional music”, Well,  I dont agree but thats what people around me say. Not even in my vague memory had my mamma or papa asked why I don’t listen to regional music, but our servant maid did, today. I felt no new to that question for the fact that I have had answered it million times in the past with million different answers :lol: As my task list was blank for the day I connected to the web to figure out the history of the music that woke me. It is from Blink 182, a United States Alternative Rock Music breed. Got no clue on what this United States Alternative Rock means ;) . Neither have I a clue on how that music came to my PC. All I know is I how much I’m attracted to that piece of tune. I continued to browse the web while the question that the servant maid asked me was constantly running in my head.  Thus far I had never asked that question to myself, but today, someone was asking from within. Yes, I was asking myself, “Why I’m I not listing to my regional music?” As I started to wonder the Why factor, so came this write up.

Music should not be created under compeltion. Music should be created for selling. It is much more than a commercial product. It is an ART.  And the creators will always fail, if they intent to create a music exclusively for business purpose. At least they would fail to astonish me. Oh, I forgot to say this, Music should not be copied (biggest of all).

Having said my vision on Music, today’s objective in Bollywood and Kollywood music industries is to create a false impression. And why I say that is because I firmly believe that they create it under completion and they also copy sometimes. So why is this happening? Let me explain what I feel.

 More films are created and the business units of the film making company wants at least five songs in every of their film. Moreover, Musicians are forced to create their piece since the situation, the story, the mood and the characters are already decided. Can you find fault in the masterpieces created by the legendary Michael Jackson? It is Michael who decides his music. He is not been compelled to create anything. He does it because he loves to do it. More than that, the other ingredients like the situation, the story and the rest of all are based on the music unlike my regional music where every this is vice-versa. Shame. And what are they going to do by creating music under compeltion? They are going to sell it.

And thus my wondering came to an end. Now I know why I don’t listen to Bollywood and Kollywood songs.

Freddie Maize

Now learn to pay attention

First-year students at Veterinary school were attending their first Anatomy class, with a real dead pig.

They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a White sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, ‘In Veterinary Medicine it is necessary to have two important qualities as a Doctor: The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the Animal body’. For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, touched his finger in the mouth of the dead pig, withdrew it and put his Finger in his mouth. ‘Go ahead and do the same thing,’ he told his students.

The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes. But eventually took turns putting their finger in the mouth of the dead pig and tasted in their mouth.

When everyone finished, the Professor looked at them and said, ‘The Second most important quality is observation. I touched with my middle Finger and tasted on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention

The Window

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man  was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour a day to drain the fluids from his lungs. His bed was next to the room’s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and   families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military  service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the  man in the bed next to the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed would live for those one-hour periods where  his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and  color of the outside world. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man had said. Ducks and swans played on the water while  children sailed their model boats. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite  detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by.  Although the other man could not hear the band, he could see it in his mind’s eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive  words. Unexpectedly, an alien thought entered his head: Why should hehave all the pleasure of seeing everything while I never get to see  anything? It didn’t seem fair. As the thought fermented, the man felt  ashamed at first. But as the days passed and he missed seeing more sights, his envy eroded into resentment and soon turned him sour. He   began to brood and found himself unable to sleep. He should be by that  window – and that thought now controlled his life.

Late one night, as he lay staring at the ceiling, the man by the window  began to cough. He was choking on the fluid in his lungs. The other man   watched in the dimly lit room as the struggling man by the window groped for the button to call for help. Listening from across the room, he never moved, never pushed his own button which would have brought the nurse running. In less than five minutes, the coughing and choking  stopped, along with the sound of breathing. Now, there was only silence–deathly silence.

The following morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths. When she found the lifeless body of the man by the window, she was saddened and called the hospital attendant to take it away–no  words, no fuss. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the man asked if he  could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his   first look. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it all himself. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall.